Greetings and Salutations!
Boy….
Been a long minute since I had to do a 0200 diaper change..
For a baby that is.
Thankfully -I’m- not in the ‘Depends’ mode (yet) nor is G. I do have to say Muldoon is a really sound sleeper. We’ve been working on rescheduling him to go down at 2100+/- and it’s sort of working. Problem is he’s already started teething that we can tell. Upper gums… I can feel a itty-bitty nub pushing, and he’s not happy. LOTS of drool.. quarts to be honest.
Hell… I feel him. That upper right molar that shattered is still all fucked up on me. It is what it is…
I just have to keep brushing and rinsing religiously until I get the time to get to the jaw-doc.
And I have to take time to thank the Tactical Hermit, Concerned American and Phil for their kindness on setting up a Go Fund Me to assist… I really pushed back against it, but T.H. got mad at me, and told me that with an infant “…all bets are off!”
Dammit…
I fucking hate that sort of shit…
I’ve already had enough help in the past few years.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuck.
But, it was happening with or without my endorsement, and I’m per usual humbled, but also am really thankful for the Community that we ALL belong to, have created, and the support we ALL have for each other.
And to address a couple of comments I’ve seen out there:
Especially where some folks are too stupid to see that when I said I’m smarter than Einstein… maybe I needed to put /sarc on that as some folks are oblivious to obvious sarcasm… FFS if I was that fucking smart, I’d’ve avoided ALL this shit and avoided it YEARS ago.
Fuck…. y’all are dumb.
But nope.
I’m a glutton for punishment.
And as to the circumstances of my last job… you don’t know shit about EXACTLY what happened and THAT is obvious. Let’s just say I’ve been getting a few calls from a few clients that I had provided my personal number to. (didn’t have a choice on that… work needs be as they say…)
But for real… I’m ‘passing the buck’…. I’m only advising them to call “Dis fukkin’ guy!” or “Dat fukkin’ guy!”. If they have a negative experience, well it’s on THEM to make sure they bring it up to the higher-higher as I had to move on to ‘greener pastures’ or as I told one “I had a better offer I couldn’t refuse!” ‘cos two of them bitched that the new guy was a ‘tard….
Jes’ Sayin’
I’m not saying ANYTHING negative about ANYONE there…
In fact there’s quite a few people I loved
Which is unusual.
Either way…
Ain’t got time for any interpersonal bullshit.
It was a job
Five good years of a job but hey…
Entropy is a bitch.
So
Other than my personal life of weirdness…
Latest Scandal: The Southern Poverty Law Center is done if the stories are true.
PAYING the Klan to do ‘performative’ RACISMS???
OH. MY. GOD.
I read some of the court filings on it. It seems leastways (that I can tell that is), that some of the Klan got pissed that the SPLC was no longer paying them to go and do the aforementioned ‘performative racisms’. Meaning that under the Mango Menace, the predominantly Jewish Run SPLC ‘cut the budget on false flags’ and well…
Guess Bubba and Cletus got angry, and dimed them the fuck out. And the numbers are pretty stunning… $50k for a cross burning… lots of $$$ being paid to make sure that the “Racial Grievance and Anti-Semitic Industry” was kept alive and well…
Man
The more shit that comes out, the more I realize (like y’all) is that EVERYTHING is fake and ghey as fuck. $50,000.00??? For Fucks Sake, right now??? -I’d- burn a cross and piss on a spark plug for $10k. (DM me if y’all want me to SPLC!) I mean sheeeeeee-it… $10k is a bargain that I would have expected them to jump on.
Thing of it is, I’m really curious as to how ALL these fucking people manage to jump on the “grift train”. I mean a bunch of sub-60 IQ’d Somalis raking in billions of US Dollars… Our tax dollars and NO ONE questions it? Never mind askes just HOW IN THE FUCK DID THEY GET IN ON THIS SCAM!?!
I mean for fucks sake…
I get called grifter for getting help.
Not that I even asked for it
Trust me…
I’m tired of it.
In fact, for the haters:
That’s a shortened copy of the the Death Certificate, properly edited. My addy? Most of y’all have it. Don’t Give a Fuck anymore either way.
OK: Rant Incoming:
The very fact that oh-so many people want to talk shit about my spending habits, while ignoring the reality of life. The belt fed? I bought it when I sold all of my silver that I had accumulated over a 10+ year period. How is it a ‘grift’ when I spend my investment $$$? Was I asking for ANY cash? Nope. Have I? Nope… not in a long goddamned time, and even then, I try to do raffles when $$$ gets tight.
If you want to talk shit about me, my vay-kays, and my life, best you know me or otherwise
Please shut the fuck up.
If you don’t know me nor my for-real-circumstances, then, as it says, If you’ve got nothing nice to say, then shut the fuck up, sit the fuck down, and deal with it.
I spent from 1990 until 1999 in the US Army until I was too broke to do it anymore. I then futzed around trying to take care of a Baby Boy, and a Baby Girl, working as many jobs as I could… at least two, and a few freelance gigs as I could find them. Then in Late 2003, early 2004 I went to Iraq. Then Kuwait. Then Cuba, Then Iraq again, and finally Afghanistan.
Two bullet wounds, at least 3 shrapnel wounds (that I can remember, one or two were scratches and therefore inconsequential) and no less than six serious traumatic brain injuries, as well as almost dying from a previously undiscovered lung infection, which THEN led to the discovery of lung cancer?
That only cost me half-an-airbag…
I got lucky.
Even AFTER losing the half a lung I still went to Afghanistan, and then called it a day. Afterwards, I did shit-jobs. Worthless call center jobs, where ONE of them I got canned for telling the blacks that a two-hour-lunch was unacceptable (they had 45 minutes but ALWAYS fucked off for WAY longer), and got called a raycist for when I called them out on it for not “understanding black time differentials…”
Are you for fucking real!?!
Best job I had after that was being the State Armorer for the Guard and Reserve her in Florida… unfortunately, downsizing moved the gig to Jacksonville, and J-Town is a shithole and too far to commute to, so yeah…
Then my man the IT Commissar hooked me up
And life was good…
This AFTER having to restart my life after Divorce #1
This being….
Until the Brit showed up, and couldn’t leave well enough alone.
I though he and I were cool….
Until….
I should have dimed him out when he OPENLY celebrated the murder of Charley Kirk. Mind you, I’ve never been a big fan of ANY of the ‘what’s hot now’ speakers, left or right… in fact, I had no idea as to who the kid (Kirk) was until that shit went down, and this fucktard opened his cockholster.
I’ll never forget it, and much to my now-shame, I should have dropped a dime the size of a man-hole cover on his progressive scumbag fucking non/Anti-American ass… (if I had known how this would have ended up? Yeah… I would have burned him)
BUT
I told him at the time that even under ANY circumstances, celebrating the death of a dude who’s what? 3 and 5 year old kid was watching? I mean what sort of seriously sociopathic fucking scumwad do you have to be?
Oh yes, he’s a progressive British Asshole.
Sorry… should have realized it….
I mean for real: It takes a lot for me to get offended…
He was literally cheering it.
Giggled even… much to my horror
Calling him a “Nazi who got what he deserved!” and OTHER extremely fucked up things that really bothered me. Looking back, I decided to leave it be, as well… I didn’t want to rock the boat… he was the new boss after all, and I -thought- was cool…. OOPS!!! He must have realized this the next day when he saw the BACKLASH like a motherfucker, and groveled an apology to me…
Now?
Fuck. Him.
I should have gone to HR, the Boss, AS WELL as the media, DHS and immigration. That backstabbing fuckwad would have been deep sixed so fucking quick…. DHS would have bagged, tagged and fucking evacc’d him it would have left his bad teeth spinning…
Alas…
Me and my ‘better nature’
I should have had his life destroyed
Which a day after, considering what happened to assholes who cheered Kirk’s death?
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah
Ungrateful cowardly Piece of Shit.
I SPARED YOU FUCKTARD
Fuck. You.
And yes, I hope this fucks you up going forward.
You deserve no less.
And yeah… BTW… I found out he’s reading this bleg AND reporting it to the former employers like the fucking piece of shit Narc that he is.
It’s cool.
Karma will handle everything.
In fact the guy running the firm is now (probably) reading this, so I’ll let him realize that I now know this was a politically motivated ‘hit job’ ostensibly DESPITE what that fuck is telling everyone and the Brit is telling himself… He found this bleg a WHILE ago, and was ‘offended’ as it were, and as he’s a gutless wonder, only NOW does he mention it, HOPING to use it to further damage me.
Let’s break it down and see… How many client complaints did I have? Hmmn… no significant ones anyone ever mentioned.
How many 5-star Reviews and or mentions did I have online? From my understanding I was one of the TOP people in the firm for client satisfaction. In fact, not an hour BEFORE he pushed my firing, I had ANOTHER 5 star review posed by a client… Much to his embarrassment as from what I know, HE’S NEVER had a 5 star review ‘cos he’s a punk and puke.
Did I have any performance issues? Nope. Top performer, not that you’d hear it from his ass. As far as -I- know, I was on top of ALL my taskers, and from what I can tell, the gutless wonder (who was constantly behind ) didn’t like that HE was an incompetent, and made it sound like I was not doing my job in order to fire me b/c HE didn’t like my politics… I mean for real…
I should have known amiright?
Sorry.
Ain’t happening.
Go fuck yourself.
Unlike Britain, we have genuine freedom of speech.
And since I’m most certainly NOT threatening you, nor am I CALLING for any of my massed minions to do anything, Nor Doxxing you, even though I have ALL your info?
Your truly are a pathetic and stupid person to do the deep dive you did to dime me out… It’s NOT going to help, and if anything, I’d try and forget this ever happened. My only question is HOW did you find this place? I kept my private life private… NO ONE out there knew where I worked…and I never under pain of death, named where I worked… I ALWAYS called it “The People’s Glorious Tractor Factory”
Unless (as you used to work for the British Home Office doing IT stuff hunting people online… yeah, I remember that) and you went and did some sneaky-pete shit to check my IP addy from the work PC which if you did so, and IF you ‘dredged’ my overall home IPs, you –could- have found this place… by way of looking up the web pages I surfed to, which BTW is against federal law you stupid fuck.
And IF you did it from a work computer (which I’m sure you did) exposed the Firm to MASSIVE issues… I’ll let my lawyer deal with it if and WHEN I decide to go nuts…
However, I need you to understand a few things:
You, you Dumbfuck don’t understand my reach (50k daily hits) and 1 Million readers plus monthly… I’m one of the most read-right wing bleggers out there… -I- never threaten ANYONE under ANY circumstances. I’m NOT stupid. I in fact do not condone any threat to you nor your person.
Dumbfuck.
In this case:
I need everyone to stay cool…
Chill that bitch out in the back ok?
Just y’all stay cool.
–I’m– not worried overall, nor am I doing anything about it…
He mentioned how y’all “threatened him” wanting to “call immigration” on him and whatnot… tried to ‘build a case’ that -I- was threatening him via this bleg and comments….
Fucking cunt
I don’t want nor need the “BCE Flying Monkey Brigade” (you guys are awesome BTW!!!) to do/say anything. Until I get my ‘ducks in a row’ with the Baby, and G, especially with G and her PTSD…yet that is…Afterwards? Beyond my control…
However for now? I’m dealing with a significantly scarred wife.
The nightmares have her waking up screaming…. it purely sucks… the reason being is DC, when she shot herself? ALL that gas and such from a fired .357 round?
It’s got to go somewhere
Let’s just say, DC’s casaba sort of disintegrated and G, DESPITE knowing it was a fatal wound, grabbed a towel and tried to (unsuccessfully) put her head ‘back together’… while in hysterics…
We have the stories of alllll the ‘bad shit’ DC did.
I mean I dig it… to me? Female Satan.
However…
G has the memories of when DC was an innocent baby, free of sin (like Muldoon currently) and when it was the ‘good old days’ dammit…
Yeah…
THAT’S what I’m dealing with
It’s fucking with her HUGELY.
And if this spying POS Brit had ANY decency, he’d crawl back in his hole, pull the dirt over, and fuck the fuck off… Thank Christ I’m a forgiving sort with TOO MUCH on his/my current plate, and kindly KEEP fucking the fuck off before I really get mad.
This ain’t England douchebag, and our cops (whom I’ve already called County and alerted them to you and your possible shenanigans) don’t have time to deal with bullshit pussies like yourself. I got ENOUGH bullshit to deal with right now.
And at that, I’ll leave it.
Just leave EVERYTHING the fuck alone…
Please, be smart, and go fuck yourself forever.
Yeah I’m mad
Don’t make me pissed off
Because I now have a new focus.
That’s Muldoon.
Lord Help Me.
Babies are my absolute weak point
I will crawl over broken glass, through fire, and take a bullet for a baby. It’s like hardwired into me. I literally cannot leave a baby to suffer…. EVER. Like I said, I’m unfortunately, a “Paladin in Hell”
Everyone ALSO wants to talk mad shit about me being a simp/conned/stupid. Well… yannow… maybe you’re right.
BUT
When you get a lil baby,
4 months old
INNOCENT
Who looks at you
With trust and unrequited love in it’s eyes…
Doesn’t matter what/who the mom/dad did or were.
That’s the most INNOCENT and DEFENSELESS creature on the planet… there is NO softer ‘target’ if you will than a 4 month old ‘hairless ape’/’hoomon’ baby.
I choose to defend this child
I choose to raise this child
I choose to insure his safety
I choose to raise this baby into a world safely w/out fear
I choose to try to teach him as best I can
I choose to train him to be a Man
I choose to teach him about the Trinity and God
I choose to TRY and help him make a better world than I bequeathed to him.
This to My God I Swear As My Oath.
May God Have Mercy on Me if I Fail.
AMEN
And on that note…
Wow…
Not sure where that came from, but I’m printing it, and putting on the fridge as my new daily affirmation… make of it what you will…
I got a lot of shit on the plate.
Here’s hoping the Mango Menace doesn’t blow the world up
Not until I get my upper dammit
More Later
Big Country
As George Carlin once said…”Calm down, have some dip.”
Holy crap dude, if you put yourself out there (i.e. paint a target on yourself), you gotta expect to get shot at. Quit taking it so damned personal. It’s unbecoming and makes you look weak. Otherwise you come off as fake, and that’s no good.
Just an observation from someone who took their fair share of slings and arrows tossed at their content.
I grow weary of ‘letting it slide’
EVERYONE sez that ALL THE TIME
ESPECIALLY when I lost my comfy gig due to bullshit ‘cos a fucking not-even-an-American-progressive-scumbag asshole didn’t like my politics. (who’s not even an AMerican and NEVER will be as far as I’m concerned… goddamned redcoat scumbag…. DIAF)
Otherwise, normally?
I’m good
Understand the level of pressure I’m under, understand the fact that I have NOT gone batshit and the fact that I’m NOT stacking bodies is a fucking miracle.
Most folks would understand and appreciate that by all rights, under ANY code of honor, I’d be allowed to collect a head or two.
In fact, the very fact of what I’ve found out, and that I’m good, shows the INCREDIBLE restraint I have LOL
FWIW, you never come off as fake.
honeydoo has no idea.
FWIW, the “you” in that statement was meant in a general sense not in the accusatory tone in which you assume I took.
Hell knows no wrath than the man that only wanted to be left the fuck alone…and wasn’t.
Old saying from the middle east. “The dogs bark but the caravan rolls on.”
Everybody has an asshole and an opinion. Often the same. You are going to do what you think right because your inner voice tells you what is right! Good on you.
I expect some damn funny stories about trying to keep up. Be sure to toss Muldoon up in the air and catch him, babies love that.
At THAT weight? Ya wanna give BCE two broke arms?
Right? My son was like that and I happened across an old school model “Johnny Jump Up” from the 70’s at a garage sale. Dude loved in an lived in it for along time. It took the weight off him and now he’s built like a fire hydrant.
HUZZAH!
Hang in there.
“Hang in there.” That’s about the limit of my wisdom with your shit sandwich. I’m glad you have the fortitude for it.
Occasionally, it helps to scream at the sky. Think of it as a pressure relief valve. Sky won’t take it personal.
Lots of fucks don’t understand, that in some humor, the absurdity of the premise, is the basis of the humor. Fuck ’em, you’ve got that part down fine.
Glad you’re doing as well as you are.
Mr. BigCountry
I hope you realize how much you do for ALOT of people and you just don’t know it. You’re lucky that you are a Irishman, lesser men would have been buried long ago. Take good care.
Let it all out, don’t hold back.
You’re your own best therapy.
Will be hitting the GFM soon this week.
Keep on keepin’ on. Joke ’em if they can’t take a fu©k. Back in the summer of ’85 I was 15 years old and worked at a company that micro-filmed Palm Beach County’s trial records and all the evidence (crime scene photos included) presented at said trials. Murders, suey-cides, everything. That summer I learned that you should never put a gun to your head and pull the trigger. There are any number of cleaner ways, if that’s your thing. No open casket for you. When you get that pistol back it is going to need a thorough cleaning.
Gawd Bless.
Hey BC “F” the Trolls! Most of us get you Man. I’ve turned the other cheek for so long I’ve grown numb to the “slings and arrows.” You do you man and know you ARE a Saint for taking all this on your shoulders.
God bless you BC. God knows there are so few with honor left in this… don’t even know what to call it anymore… multi-level-marketing conglomerate run by joos masquerading as a country? You are putting in serious work and protecting the most vulnerable which should be a solemn duty of every human. We’ve seen too much evidence over the past several years that basic decency is long out the window. You, however, are a light on a hill. You don’t get everything right, hell, no one does, but where it counts, you are head and shoulders above the crowd. Love your declaration. That sounds like the vow of self-anointed knight who decided to pick up the gauntlet when no one else was around and make it an oath between himself and God. I’m proud of you and have appreciated gleaning from your blog for years.
selling your silver may have been a HUGE mistake bro
https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/component/content/article/something-very-unusual-happening-with-silver-options?catid=17&Itemid=101
If it hits $1,000, I’m selling and paying off my mortgage. Silver for real estate? I’ll take it.
If silver hits $1K, what does that do to gold? OMFG!!
Stay clean. Stay sober. Do what you’re doing for the kid. Godspeed.
You are one of the good ones…Baby has you wrapped about his tiny fat finger!!… What a lucky boy…
Why am I not surprised about the SPLC? Guys like you called it years ago. Fake and Ghey.
My oldest sister and her husband have terminal TDS. I seen it. These people are nuts.
BTW, You said up front you cashed silver to buy the toy. Seems frivolous now, I suppose. But time will tell. You may need it. And it’s not like it won’t hold value or appreciate.
Far as the rest, I think a little empathy is in order. It’s all fun and games and tough talk until it’s you having to deal with brain matter on your walls. Gretchen is lucky to have you in her life. Think about it, how many of us would know what to do? Hell I thought that kind of dinner party was in a movie. Can you imagine being her and having to deal with what she’s dealing with, only to have to deal with the demented parents and splatter that needs to be cleaned?
That boy won the Papi lottery. Sons and grandsons are the best.
Little ones are a blessing. No doubt. Proud for you. In this world of runaways, little McTavish Muldoon will actually have a chance at a good life by you staying the course. Thanks for the info dump, too. It’s always good to know who needs to fall in the pit they are digging to trap someone else. Psalm 57:6 And I’ll be praying to that end.
FWIW, I think you are doing the right thing. I remember a while back when you said you found the Lord again. Your posts changed, and you were actively getting your head together, and then, bam. Life hit you right upside your head again. Like you, when kids are involved, all bets are off, and I automatically side with the kids. This, is the indicator of where the Lord is in your life. Right smack in the middle of it. And it would seem to be steering you in interesting directions, the ones that activate the core of being a man. Protect the women and children, and provide the best way you can. My only advice is to pick up that Bible and read it more, and open your heart to the Lord to do his bidding. You look like you are well on the way with that, again IMHO. Remember, you chose peaceful, not helpless. Good choice again. God is with you and your family, and he works in mysterious ways.
Amen!
Well said R.S. 💯 God’s peace to you and your fam BCE.
“My only advice is to pick up that Bible and read it more….”
Read it out loud to Muldoon. Often. Constantly. (along with other books you have around. don’t have to be children’s books)
Doing that helps in more ways.
I used to read my electronics books to my daughter when I was a student and she was an infant.
Her first word was “capacitor”. (lol!)
For little man’s teething issues, try Hyland’s Teething Tablets. They’re decently priced, have a daytime non-drowsy version, and a night-time version with chamomile. They’ve worked well for all four of my kids.
Frozen grapes are a welcome treat for the young toothinesser!
Tom762
Come on now. Stop and think a minute. Does Anyone here actually think a Somali thought up and ran a billion $ scheme? Seriously? Forget the fall guy with a sub-60 IQ, look at where the money ended up.
Anyone ever think that maybe the troll(s) here are just a single faggot limey trying to stir shit up?
BCE even though many of us on here have never met you in person, we’ve been a part of this community that you have created for years. So, you are our buddy and everyone is concerned about you.
Most of the comments the past week were concern for you not shitting on you.
Yeah, there are always some asshole trolls jumping on here but you can spot them easily like the guy belittling you yesterday. I have a STRONG feeling he is one of the assholes that have been on other boards (like Dive Medics) talking shit about you for years.
My feelings are that I’m worried that you just took on a MASSIVE responsibility getting back with G and wanting to raise the boy. That’s incredible and I have mad respect for you for doing it but it’s not going to be easy.
G NEEDS therapy BAD over her PTSD. Since you guys never pulled the trigger on the divorce, as your wife can she get some of your vet bennies like counseling ??
Also once things calm down, you guys if you are reconciling NEED to go to couples counseling.
I know this isn’t your 1st rodeo and you know that issues in a marriage that aren’t resolved and are buried will fester and grow and become a big issue down the road.
Finally, you’ve taken on a lot recently and it doesn’t help that that prick canned you. I have worked with assholes like that before and I think it wasn’t your politics that threatened him rather he realized you could do his job better than he could and he was eliminating a threat — you.
I’m donating to the fund because have you seen what diapers and formula cost ??
Also dude get that tooth fixed !! If that gets infected you’ll be in agony but also that infection could travel to your heart and mess you up. G and the baby need you man.
Good Luck !!
This x2!! Been fired by text at 0500 from a job I retired to take. We are worried about you. God is the one to turn to. Donated to the GFM with what I could. Hang in there and God Bless you.
Wow! $50k for a cross burning?! That’s tempting but the idea still doesn’t sit well with me… But tell you what, how about I do a lower-case T for $49500? I’ll do an upper-case for 55k!
Deepest condolences to Gretchen. Muldoon is what matters. All else is dross. Godspeed to you BCE, on all the hard work you’re doing both for her and the little big man.
You know the dividends of joy that are on the way for you already. Thoughts and prayers with you.
Seriously, regarding Gretchen, find someone who’s good at talking to combat vets and have him/her talk to the G.
That fucked up shit she went through will be an ever-recurring nightmare that she can recover from, if given the tools.
Having you and Sapper around, being vets yourselves, will help, and the Muldoon will also help a lot. But, and I mean a serious ‘but’ here, she needs to talk to someone outside of your circle, someone that she can freak out around without upsetting you or Muldoon.
And she’ll need that freak out, that screaming and ranting and barking at the moon because if she doesn’t, it will come out.
Good luck. And that’s a pretty darned good prayer, by the way.
If the Gretch is Catholic, mayhaps a good priest.
Stands at attention and salutes. “Well done soldier.”
I knew an English man once. “Martin”. Nice guy. By “nice guy”, I mean fucking asshole! Always bragging about coming here illegally and worming his way into a green card. The kind of dude who would pull on your girlfriend and then call you a wanker for standing up for her. Classy.
He ended up with his head smashed in, in his sleep, from a Jim Beam handle. The fuzz interviewed EVERYONE! Cold case to this day…
You get what you give.
I will remind the redcoat of your GRATIS life insurance policy underwritten by the 100 heads casualty and indemnity company. A wise wanker would take note!
I know I said no advice. I lied! Get G some help stat! Otherwise she will follow her kid. Srsly!
And frozen grapes!
Tom762
I hope one day your family invites your blog friends to your funeral. I would love to stand up and say you cant talk about BC’s life in any short amount of time without endless tears, laughing and WTF’s. There are only 7 words I would use to describe his life and on his tombstone it should be written:
His Life was the Perfect Country Song.
When my son was teething, one of my elderly NooYawk Jewish patients told me that the best teething ring was a stale bagel.
(Imagine your best Yenta accent here) “Oh my Gawd, the mess they make. But they’ll gnaw on it for hours”.
The chamomile also works for colic.
Kinda figured that G would have a very hard time. Still her child. As you noted, the innocent baby with all the future ahead…
The gang here is pulling for you, and many are praying.