Even Dead, DC makes life difficult.
She took her own life tonight…
In front of Gretchen…
I’m cold, but not that cold.
So I got shit to do.
Save any criticism for later, I don’t have the bandwidth to deal with any more bullshit right now. There’s also the matter of a 4 month old baby boy who’s now an orphan.
I ain’t got time to deal with anyone coming at me with unnecessary critical bullshit
‘Cos yeah, I’m a fucking white knight, much to my own horror and detriment…
More Later
BCE
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No words.
Here on direct comms if ya need to unload.
We’ll all wait.
Ah man, I’m sorry. Words? None.
Praying for you.
Fucking hell..
Hang in there.
to do something like this in front of your Mom ? yeah. she wanted to fuck with her head.
try to tell everyone that “this” was and is not their fault. she made a choice to do this.
but this is really fucked up. hang in there.
So sorry. No criticism. Despite the fact that she made your life hell, appreciate that you are trying to support and pick up the pieces. Prayers for you.
Damn. Remember your OODA training BCE. Take care of yourself.
Gah, that truly sucks. Not quietly away from people, but in front of her mother? Truly truly sucks.
And, no, you’re not wrong for being a white knight. Take care of yourself and stay sane.
Seems that being fired came at just the right time, no?
May Strength and calm fill you. Give everything that you can to those that need it, but not to the point of damaging yourself; If you can’t take care of yourself, you can’t take care of others.
A lot of us are sending love and peace your way.
Have dealt with way too many of those for one person to have to deal with…may peace be able to find you and sit with you for a bit. 😣
Sending you love, peace, and blessings for this time. Know that God never gives you more than you can handle. We are to live in a constant state of spiritual readiness, repentance, and trust in Him. Please take care to protect yourself while protecting others.
Holy shit bro. So sorry man.
Boss:
You already have enough going on.
Suggest you text any updates to me and I will update over at the Mothership. You know my blackout period coming back to FUSA late Thursday night; will board 1st plane Thurs am ~ 1030CET; 90 min layover, then onto 2nd plane for return to US ETA ~1730EDT. For that long haul, suggest rolling to next buddy for connectivity. You know my backstory; one of the lessons learned was that you ALWAYS have someone intact watch over you.
ALWAYS.
Your call, but do strongly urge connectivity with stable trustworthy bros.
Good luck sir, condolences and the like for the survivors.
BCE, that’s a terrible turn of events (yeah, even a hardened bastard like me is capable of basic human decency). Hope you can get through this (both to whatever extent you may still be emotionally invested, and in terms of it not dealing you any undue collateral damage). I won’t level any criticism for your attempting to be helpful under the circumstances (if that’s your intent), but man, please take care of yourself as well. I want to reiterate what CA closed with above; stay in contact with one or two of your trusted bros for any needed support and advice to keep you from stepping on any “land mines”.
Aside from all that, you have my sympathy for being in yet another really tough spot. There’ve been stretches in my life where it seemed like damn near everything was going wrong, but I usually got a breather after a while. You seem to get piled on with strife and tragedy almost non-stop unlike any other dude I’ve ever known.
And to be honest, I worry about what all the shit that gets heaped on you is doing to your health, physical and otherwise. A man can get worn down to a nub – or just plain stroke out – when the hits just keep coming endlessly, so please look after yourself and don’t give more than you have left in the tank, so to speak.