An Update on Cowboy, and Memes

Greetings and Salutations!
Whelp the ‘best laid plans of mice n’men don’t always roll smoothly. Gretchen has been helping out Cowboy with the unenviable task of having to clean up and clear out his wife’s ‘stuff’…

Clothing, purses, the usual shytte that a broad collects over the years, especially in a marriage of multiple years. I had to do it as well when the X bailed and I got the house. She abandoned a metric fuckton of clothing/shoes and whatnot.

Difference was she was still alive, so I had to get it to her via a neutral storage facility. Mentally, like Cowboy, I couldn’t do it, so I hired a couple of girls from my work that I was a supervisor at, and had them do both kids rooms, as well as the Main Walk In closet that was the Xs. Anything they wanted, they could have.

Well worth the $$$ as it was heart wrenching.

And Gretchen has been helping Cowboy with his wife’s gear, as well as his dead MILs stuff that his wife just couldn’t part with either after her mom passed… so there’s metric fuckton ton of shit that needs to be gone through. The result was we -were- supposed to go out to night and see the band, Soul Circus Cowboys who are buddies with Cowboy and shot that music video that was shot out at his place…

The video in question I’ve poasted about before here at the blegg.. so to review for your viewing:

Now, that was shot a little over a year ago…
Cowboy is literally the Cowboy that the video revolves around…
He (per the video) is having what I’d call a run of bad luck.

Now, a couple of things:
The horse seen at 0:36 seconds? That’s ‘Chip’.

He was/is Addy’s first horse interaction. Chip, despite his size was a baby too when that picture was taken… and Addy was the first ‘mini-hoomon-bean’ he’d ever seen. They were enthralled with each other as smol-kinder are known to do, no matter what the species…

In fact they became buddies, and they chased each other by running up and down the fence line that day… the reason in that pic Addy has her hand up was Chip kept licking her with that massive house tongue… it didn’t upset her, but she was a bit put off by it LOL…. some damned good memories of better times… anyways…

And then the scene where Cowboy goes to do the ‘flowers on the grave’ thing? The 32? 34 Ford pickup he’s driving?

That’s his toy…
Quite a cool boogie-buggy IMO.
But, as I said:
That’s when he goes to visit his wife’s grave in the Video!
Kind of gives me heebie-jeebie/prophesy vibes TBH

Anyways… getting sidetracked.
WTF Else is new?

When we went to the “Celebration of Life” I saw the band and a number of their ‘hanger-ons’ with them. Now, Gretchen and I knew no one outside of Cowboy, his kids, his now-gone Wife’s kids and a few rando grands. All nice people. I was open to meeting some folks, as after all, we were ALL there to support Cowboy.

Small problemo.
When we started to mingle?
The band and/or the ‘hangers on’/girls, and/or wives showed up. As soon as they did, my fucking “internal combat radar” fucking pegged the fuck out.
Red Zoned
Max Alert
11 out of Ten on the “Shit Just Got Weird” scale(s)

No fucking clue but maaaaan…
I haven’t been that spooked or ‘wired up’ since Iraq.
Like as in ‘went back to the car to get heeled’… snatched my “John Wilkes Booth” weapon… I mean the was supposed to be a ‘social occasion’ so I didn’t feel it appropriate to be packing a serious weapon…

More the fool sez I….

I got a overwhelming vibe of darkness…
Like waves of it. It was physical.
I mean I could just feel something ‘wrong’ emanating.
From the group of band members specifically.
Even Gretchen picked up on it, to the point that when we realized Cowboy had enough folks there to keep him out of trouble and straight, we made our goodbyes and finessed an ExFil ASAFP.

Now Cowboy reads this, and I told him, I got no idea if it’s an individual in the band or what? When I told him my concerns, and in regard to the whole Karma-Ass Bite of doing that video, and him actually losing his wife shortly after!?!

Well seems I’m not the only one who brought this to his attention. Which is a good news/bad news sort of thing… Good news is that I’m not the only fucking nutbar who picked up on the correlation of this, and bad news ‘cos I know he’s buddies w/the Band.

However…
Between my AND the wife getting ‘dark/evil/bad’ vibes from them? Yeeeeeeah…. We ended up not going tonight to the show as Gretchen ate something that didn’t agree, and her stomach as been jacked up ALLLLL day long. She never really got out of bed today, except to shit her brains out. Poor chick can’t catch a break…

That, and continuing with the what I’m calling the “Cowboy Curse Trend” is that it seems today, he took a wee bit too many Blood Pressure meds, and fucking passed out at a red light!!!!

Try a BP 63 over like 33 when the Ambulance got there. That’s like “been shot bleeding out BP” right there… scary shit IMO! Thank Crom the local PD/Sherriff didn’t go all “Hut!!!Hut!!!Hut!!!” on his ass and accuse him of being on drugs/drunk or whatever… in fact there was a cop who’d been riding behind him for a spell, and since he’d NOT had any issue(s) driving erratically, when he passed out (thankfully his foot-on-the-brake was solid) and sat thru a green light, the Cop came up, realized it was probably a medical emergency, and surprise surprise, DID THE RIGHT FUCKING THING!

Yay for the one GOOD cop still out there.

The medics said he took too many bp meds.
Me?
I’m thinking he’s overtaxed, strung out, overwhelmed, under eating, emotionally drained AF, and needs a fucking break. BUT:
He barely listens to me, so tomorrow I may go over and beat his ass. Gretchen has been helping immensely but there’s only so much she can do… We’re both worried. So needless to say, no going to see the band tonight…

Add on I’m stressed AF as it is.

Mainly b/c my Minion at Glorious People’s Tractor Factory? My assistant that they assigned to me rather than giving me a $$$ raise? Yeah… she fucking quit as the workplace was becoming faaar too toxic… and NO… not from me. I –tried like fuck– to get her fully under my control, HOWEVER: the HR Slore kept putting her fucking nose into things that she really needs to stay the fuck out of. Made her life a living hell.
The HR bitch needs to go
Like for fucking good.

Me?

I’m temped to just do something permanent and alleviate everyone’s issue with her, as she is possibly the MOST toxic HR cunt I’ve even had to deal with.

A sentiment I can get fully behind

So, yeah, that’s the latest drama here… I’ll update some more later. For now, I got as few memes I found that don’t seem to be as common as some of the others:


So More Later
Big Country






46 thoughts on “An Update on Cowboy, and Memes”

  1. I’m late and a dollar short…
    Did Mrs Cowboy die unexpectedly after he made a video of himself visiting her grave? If so, I can understand why u freaked, BCE…
    BTW, Cowboy, I’m really sorry for your loss.
    My dad died yesterday, in a really ugly way, so I’ve been out of state with mom. Married 58 years. It’s hard dude.
    I don’t mean to be a dick, but I know without a doubt there’s a really good reason for suffering. It’s not pointless.

    1. Dude, the video was like scripted and everything… a professional Hollyweird/Music Vidya…

      Hence my extreme weirdout that she totally unexpectedly got her chips cashed in early AF!

      “By the itching of my thumb…” and all that… even moreso now as the whole ‘Diddy’ intel is coming out… Vox Day calls it ‘taking the ticket’ which is a metaphor for selling one’s soul for fame… I’m not saying it was Cowboy, but the band?

      1. BCE, wow and if you have never experienced it then you might think that BCE and I are imagining things. Evil is 100% real and there are people who go down that path willingly.
        These people usually have demons around them and you can sense them at minimum as a sense of something “off” or if your radar is better like BCE a full blown “Danger Danger Will Robinson”.

        Trust me, you want nothing to do with people like that.

        1. The “step daughter” DumbCunt has a demon in her.
          I’m fucking 99.99999% sure of it.
          NO ONE can do the things she’s done ever to her own children and NOT have some demonic force/infestation within. I knew it when she was living here… and I even had a perfect opportunity, but was told by Gretch to ‘stand down’ (dammit!!!!) and unfortunately, much to everyone’s regret, I did so… and mind you IF I had been able to ‘take out’ that particular pile of trash, no one would have said a bloody thing about it, nor missed/lamented it.

          Evil is real.
          The sooner /ourguys/ start understanding this’s an EXISTENTIAL FIGHT we’re heading to, the better…

          1. You have too stop fucking around with evil if you want to fight against it… You have it inside your wire and you don’t even realize it..

  2. One of the kindest things older people can do is trim down all their acquired possessions before they kick off so their kids don’t have the burden of doing so.

  3. Did you see that Palestinians in Amsterdam went on a rampage attacking anyone they thought was Jewish? Media not talking about it much but it seems a Jewish soccer club was in town and a fan tore down a pali flag off a taxi which started an 8 hr orgy of violence. Cops also refused to intervene.

    1. no dog in this fight, but the small hats started shit and the locals checked them. Moment of silence at the fuuutball game for Spanish flood victims. So what they do? Launch fireworks and yell Izzie slogans. Fuck them. If those assholes wanted to do the same about the NC victims I’d have kicked some ass too. When it comes to the Chosen always remember that they Cry Out as the Strike. 45000 women and children in Gaza(at this moment) are testament to their way of war. They have no honor, thus no souls.
      Fook Them

      1. Trust me bro, Exile is NOT supporting the Yids…

        Read carefully… “a fan tore down a pali flag off a taxi which started an 8 hr orgy of violence”

        He’s BY FAR not supporting nor a ‘rabbi’… He’s one of the better commentators here…

        1. Thanks BCE.

          The point I was trying to make is the few media talking about it were calling it a ‘Pogrom’ and the cops stood down, but a few mentioned at the end that it was actually the little hats that started the incident and then screamed bloody murder when someone fought back.

  4. Took too many of the BP meds?
    If you have Plato’s Closet local they will pay for clothes but it usually has to be name brands lightly used, I have made some shekels there off of clothes at Christmas.
    It takes a minute as they look through it all and weed out.
    Listening to pod CPUSA (D) planned color revolution 2025-2028.
    Non-Violent as comrade lefty is soft and spoiled.
    Another great Uncle Adi quote is that only a greater terror from the right can overcome the Red Terror.
    Ol’ Righty better harden up, one battle isn’t winning the WAR.
    Always trust that instinct or belly feel, once skipped a party where guns were drawn, person stuck under a car and dragged, that saved a worse day.

  5. The next few months and early winter are the dawn of sporky times. Expect full on Burn/Loot/Murder antics to be in full bloom by spring. Trump has got to purge the DOJ/FBI/DEA/Fed courts before then to charge and hold the leader perps or it will become the summer of his undoing. The three years after will be playing catchup. Plan accordingly if you live in a blue hive and as Uncle Remus used to say, “stay away from crowds.”

    Spin

  6. Always follow the gut instinct.

    If nothing happens because you did, then maybe you were the target of whatever malevolence was afoot and you dodged the bullet, so to speak.

    Got seriously bad vibes in church one Sunday morning and packed up my family and left and never went back. I’m talking, gut said to get out, now! Turned out there was some evil shit going on in that church behind the scenes. I found out later through my daughter whose best friend’s dad was the youth pastor there and he saw some things that made him quit right then, and get cussed out by the preacher for doing so.

    1. “Gut instinct” is why I’m still alive after ALL those runs for booze up and down Route Irish to BIAP back in the ‘extreme bad old days’

      Which looking back at?
      I wish I was back there now… simpler and happier times.

      You knew who needed killing, and there was no bag limit

    2. Yup. Several years ago, I had the same thing happen when some new folks showed up at my church one Sunday: a married couple with an 8-10-year-old girl and a single dude. I was the entirety of the church security team at the time. I was running a little late that day, and as soon as I pulled into the parking lot, the senior deacon ran to my car, saying he was glad I was there, and asked if I was armed. Duh. I brought extras, too, if he wanted one. He said there were some new people there and they were giving EVERYONE a super creepy vibe.

      The new folks acted like they were casing the place looking for stuff to steal and kept looking up like they were trying to spot security cameras. They told at least three different stories about where they were from and what they were doing in the area. The single dude gave off palpable uber-creep vibes. He was bald and lean, but the bizarre thing was his clothes. He was wearing a button-up nylon Columbia fishing shirt and blue jeans. Not weird, right? However, they were about 3-4 sizes too big for him, and he had them folded and pleated like origami so they wouldn’t fall off him. He could have been concealing an RPG-7, which would have been hard to tell.

      I never spoke to any of them but stayed about 20 feet away and watched the single guy like a hawk the whole service. They noticed me watching me and left shortly after the service.

      About 18 months later, I turned on the news and watched the news story about the church shooting in White Settlement, Texas. The same tall, lanky fella shot and killed two church security team members with a sawed-off shotgun he had concealed in his pants before collecting a beautiful headshot from the third security team member. The same freaking guy I spent an entire church service staring down 18 months before!

      Trust your gut!

      1. DAMN!
        The gut don’t lie fren… better to ‘go with it’ than to ignore it at your peril!

  7. That’s right, Tiny! Read him the riot act!

    Either he straighens out, or me and the tough guys in that meme will come down and beat the tar out of him until his morale improves!

    But before taking such lethal and dire action – see if you can drag him out and get him to do something FUN – even if it’s just for an hour or two. Even if all you can do is get him out for a morn with the fishing rods or a round of trap or skeet. Depressed people often have problems separating grief from guilt and start neglecting themselves and their mental health – and that leads to even more unhealthy ass-hattery. True love comes at excruciating cost… and it sounds like he is paying a heavy toll which will take some time.

    1. Been trying to tell him he needs grief counselling.
      Gonna try again tomorrow as we’re going to hit the back 40 to cranks some BeeBees downrange.
      Got me that BP Musket that needs to get broken in…

      BTW: GREAT Article over at your place on BP the other day!
      Cheers!

      1. I have been praying, in the mighty name of Jesus, for anything that is not of God to leave Cowboy alone and to vacate his home. Perhaps while you visit you’ll feel moved to do the same.

    2. There’s no better therapy (or med) than just plain old talk with someone who cares. Most of the psycho babblers expertz cause more problems than they help, but some are good.
      It can just be a friend or whatever. Best to spend most of the time LISTENING to what Cowboy, or whoever is saying. Remember Job’s friends…

  8. As usual, prayers up for all concerned.

    My dark humorous bone will have me laughing my ass off all day at that laser tag meme.

  9. BCE I call those heebee jeebee’s my lizard brain. I hate when it goes off like that, but i damn sure listen to it. Its only really screamed at me less dozen times in my life, and i only found out later the reason for a couple of them. Proof enough for me.
    Most of the time its more subdued, but i still pay attention. My take is that, most of the time, it is picking up on something(s) evident that im just not processing. Other times…i dont know, but i thank God for it.

  10. DFAC 5 2011 Leatherneck Big guy dressed like contractor vertically challenged Marine MSgt yeah we met briefly. Fun times that! Left before they hit the joint in 12 but we told them. TCNs had maps and everything but they kept on keeping on. Rosary tonight will be for you and Gretchen and Cowboy. Hit me up when you get a chance via email if you feel inclined.

  11. So … what kind of heart meds might those be?

    If you’re on an ACE blocker (such as atorvastatin) but then someone slips you a diuretic (such as furosemide) in sufficiently large quantities, one nasty side effect could be rapid loss of blood pressure.

    In order to have plausible deniability, the diuretic would get slipped to everyone in a group.

    Poisoners may have one target selected but can also get a psychological boost from ancillary targets such as people in the primary’s orbit.

    And so people who were at the event preceding the BP loss who show symptoms like electrolyte loss and diarrhea?

    The coincidence is suspect as hell.

    Did the EMTs think to take samples of Cowboy’s fluids to do a tox screen or look for unprescribed meds?

    Amazing what a few moments in a modern GC lab can do to reveal that kind of thing.

    Head on a swivel, and keep an extra eye on Gretchen, not only for the obvious but also for the not-so-obvious.

  12. Getting that “evil is in the room” vibe is a blessing. The band or someone in it may have indeed “taken the ticket”. One of the things they must do in order to move up/gain more power, as they put it, is to offer a sacrifice. That means taking a life, especially of someone close to God. This is why they choose children, mostly, as they consider them to be close to and loved by the Almighty. To them hurting God is a bonus. Probably would be to your friends’ benefit to stay clear of those folks. And if that band, or one of its’ members, has a sudden unexpected rise to fame, make that a permanent ban on contact. Demonic forces are nothing to be fucked with.

    1. Yeah, and they don’t even have to be celebrities to do it, either.

      I’m thoroughly convinced my brother’s second wife was gamed by her own parents into suicide for that very reason, while he was working overseas and could not protect her from them.

  13. A LOT of celebrities have ‘sold their soul’, so to speak, and the music industry is no different.
    You were probably in the presence of a demon, and could tell, just couldn’t tell which one of them it was.
    My money would be on the hot chick w/ the perfect tiddies!

    1. Dude that’s funny.
      I was just in a very wealthy town, and there was a group of 3 RIDICULOUSLY beautiful chickitas, maybe in their late 20’s, and I’m 55.
      So, one starts following me, and man, I made sure NOT to say anything to her. Probably just some con chicks assuming I was one of the local ultra rich (I’m not), but still wicked anyways.
      31 years of marriage, you learn to run Forest RUN!
      BTW I DON’T recommend physician assisted suicide. My dad did it few days ago, and it was NOT a peaceful death. Believe me, I know, I’ve seen hundreds of deaths (working in ICUs) if not more people die, and it’s nothing like CO2 narcosis where they just become unconscious and then die. Even deep painful stimuli won’t awaken one of those.
      Choose comfort care (for “goals of care”) instead.

  14. In my younger days, I had the “Time to get out of Dodge” urge several times. After some thought a few things occurred to me as to why it was happening. One is three or more people in some sort of circle with people one side looking over the shoulder in one direction. Another is one group becoming noticeable quieter. Another I noticed is three or more women suddenly needing to visit the facilities. These are all clues that sublimely register on our lizard brain that says “Oh shit, time to leave”

  15. Screwtape Letters by CS Lewis gives a ton of insight into how demons operate. Much different that most people would think.
    I highly recommend reading/listening to even one (any) single chapter.

      1. a great amount of amurikins are satanically possessed

        most who watch sports, listen to rock music, and chase pussy ARE and don’t even know it.

        FTR. tfA-t don’t watch sports…

  16. had to do a facial recognition on the “vibes” meme with tampon timmy. I remember seeing the comet in the sky, the whole mass suicide thing? Not so much. But then I was working on the other side of the planet for most of that period of time.

  17. One obvious thing to check is has Cowboy lost weight? If you drop a few+ lbs from stress, (general loss of interest in eating, like the divorce diet or the spouse died diet), you don’t have those extra blobs of tissue to push blood through. He doesn’t look “overweight in the pics but that can mean the pound loss is even more profound to him.
    My wife lost 50 lbs using a semaglutide…while still taking her normal BP meds. She had 2 syncopal episodes. I told her to drop the fucking water pill and cut the beta-blocker in half until she stopped it altogether.
    She hasn’t take any BP meds and no glucose control meds since. (With Docs monitoring)
    Have him look there!!

    As for the demon shit, ghosts don’t scare me. I’m more concerned with 2 legged assholes that are just plain fuckups all by their own choices and morals. We can assign “demons” to this but Occams Razor makes more sense.

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